A moment that changed me: my husband died

I was living on my own for the first time in 35 years, walking every day. Nature reminded me how much there still is to be found in emptiness

A moment that changed me: my husband died

TL;DR

  • The author experienced unusual closeness and attention from birds after her husband's death.
  • She initially considered these bird encounters as possible signs from her late husband but dismissed the idea due to his beliefs and personality.
  • An encounter with a magpie in France and subsequent observations of local wildlife at home reinforced her heightened awareness of nature.
  • Walking alone in nature allowed her to become more integrated with her surroundings, finding solace and a new sense of companionship.
  • These experiences with nature helped her cope with living alone for the first time in 35 years.