‘All I want to do is cry’: trauma of 7 October survivors three years after the attacks
Israeli communities shattered by Hamas massacres are torn between rebuilding their lives and remembering lost friends and relatives

TL;DR
- Keith Siegel, a survivor of 484 days in Hamas captivity, struggles with the ongoing trauma and the dual existence of living in the present while being haunted by memories of Gaza.
- The kibbutz Nir Oz suffered immense loss on 7 October 2023, with 47 people killed and 76 taken hostage, representing over a quarter of its small community.
- Residents of Nir Oz are divided on whether to preserve the destroyed homes as memorials or rebuild the kibbutz as a functioning community, reflecting a deep struggle between remembrance and recovery.
- Survivors like Aviva Siegel are finding the anniversary particularly difficult, allowing themselves to feel the raw wounds and pain after a period of focusing on the urgent campaign for hostage releases.
- The political landscape in Israel is dominated by debates over responsibility for the 7 October attacks and the subsequent war, with Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu facing criticism and demands for an independent inquiry.
- The war launched by Israel in response to the attacks has resulted in a high Palestinian civilian death toll, and Netanyahu faces pressure from coalition partners and internal critics regarding his policies and leadership.